5 of cups, reversed
Reversed, the 5 of cups is a card of hope and renewal. It speaks of recovery, and of moving, purposefully, away fro loss or your sense of loss.
There will be unexpected rewards. You may be surprised - especially by the return of someone or something you believed was lost to you. You might heal a rift or learn to forgive, and thereby gain your own forgiveness for yourself. It may speak of messages from those who are dead, or from your own subconscious where they still dwell as alive. There will be alliance, affinity and connections and reunions.
this is for you, those of you who held my hand in the dark of december. you know who you are.