The "something" that showed up on my recent ct scan is not "nothing," but it's close to, and definitely not what I was afraid of.
I am "over vasculated," which was part of the ongoing problem I had during the previous surgeries, so they can't do a needle biopsy. But after the MRI, my doctors believe It's a group of fluid and benign cells that is apparently not uncommon after a big surgery.
I have to keep testing, to make sure it doesn't continue growing at the rate it was. (if it does, I don't know where we go from there, so ...) And a new pill added to my meds, which should be a general preventative. So, not nearly as bad as I was trying to be prepared for.
Since they knew the news was good, I wish they had updated my online records, and spared me two extra weeks of anxiety. But, hey.
I am starting to settle back to being a normal person now. Thanks all of you who held a good thought for me during the wait.